“You should be angry. You should be so, so angry, but you never are. Every time the beasts in your bones start to boil, you silence them. And how dare you. They are not creatures, they are warning signs painted bright yellow, yet you still ignore them. You should be so, so angry. But the waves in your brain are seen as a calming thing in your eyes, when everyone else can see the storm you’re sailing fast into. You can’t predict your own shipwreck. You should be so, so, so angry. Your world has been violently uprooted by people who have no business digging their hands into your dirt. How you have become more doll to toy with lately than powerful like the voodoo once infused in you. You should be so, so, so, so angry. But you’re not. You’re just sad.”— an internal monologue from my favorite personal demon // Haley Hendrick
s/o to everyone who is still tryin to heal from things that they don’t talk about
be your own sun and be your own moon
some days you are going to be sad and you will feel helpless. this is okay, don’t pressure yourself to feel happy. please be gentle with yourself when this happens. stay patient the lows are only temporary and they allow us to feel the true extent of happiness when it comes.
“Give. Even when you know you can get nothing back.”— Yasmin Mogahed
(via wordsnquotes)
“I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.”— Arthur Miller, The Crucible
(via wordsnquotes)
“I don’t want to fall in love anymore, I feel like I’m constantly repeating myself; telling people my favourite songs, showing them my favourite movies and TV shows, my favourite colour, places I like to visit, just everything. And I’m tired of repeating myself, I don’t have the energy anymore. I want someone who already knows that a particular song is my favourite because it makes me cry happy tears, I want someone who knows that this movie is my favourite, because one of my earliest memories was watching it as a kid, when we were still a family. I don’t want to give people parts of me only for them to become a stranger again, It’s not fair. I’m tired”— blue-eyes-xo (via wnq-writers)
It doesn’t happen like that. You don’t just wake up one day and find that everything has worked itself out. You must get out of bed, morning after morning, and make a conscious effort to control the circumstances of that given day. You must learn to handle your issues with grace because you respect what they are attempting to teach you. You must drown your insecurities slowly, one self-realization at a time. You must allow yourself to feel the fear bubbling just beneath your skin but you must never allow it the satisfaction of crippling you; grit your teeth and march on. You see, they never tell you how hard these things will be. This fight to reclaim yourself is not easy or straightforward but, my god, is it necessary.
I just love sleep so much ……. like u just close ur eyes and ur gone bitch ………… brain logged the fuck off ……… powerful